It's been a while since I posted about cancer, so I figured it was time. Here goes.

Cancer is dumb.

There you go.

Seriously, I mean it. It's dumb. And once it's there, the person who has it has to live with the fact that it may come back at any time, so there's always a shadow hanging over everybody. And when you have multiple people in one family with it, especially when it's different kinds with different treatments, it's even scarier because you know what the treatments they haven't had do, and you wonder if they're going to have to do that next. Or who it will hit next.

Ugh.

So every time there's a checkup, it's scary. And every time somebody gets a cold, it's scary. When they feel more tired than usual or get what used to be anormal kind of illness, it's scary. It's just scary all the time.

Also, you remember all life events as either before the cancer or after the cancer, and the person becomes defined as the person with X kind of cancer, which is super awful.

So, cancer is dumb and I hate it.

A lot.

The end.